Beauty

beauty ...
i can't be away of u
as time 2 time u've been exist in my feeling
never going or moving
ur presence is flower of my life
though it's hurting every peace of my hearth
even remembering u always make tear flowing so fast

beauty ... ...
when u will be here ... beside me
not only in my heart
not just for my feeling
but talking with u again is still a dream
dreaming in a day light
when?
i'll be waiting
till when?
still waiting

beauty ... ... ...
i wanna hug u
smell ur hair
touch ur skin
see ur smile
and ..
hand ur bautiful fingers

U

times
why goes so slowly
it's just deepening hurt
days
why comes lazily
it's just making sadness endless
every hour goes ...
every minute leaves ... ...
every second away ... ... ...
causing heart hurt
tearing memories
wounding mind
scaring soul

loosing u ... ... ...
missing ur smile
needing ur presence
waiting ur coming

longing 4 u ... ... ... ... ... ...
so hurting
wide scaring
endless sadness
open wounds ever

why it's so clear
that i love u so much
even these tears are not enough
2 cure my heart
4 closing my wounds

why u leave?
when i need u live
why u away?
when i want 2 show u the way
why u hurt me?
when i want 2 make u happy
why u turn?
when i'm burnt

U r 4 Me

2 trust but not 4 us
4 luck but not weak
less missing but more blessing
. 3 days
... 4 rest
... ... ... forest on east of the wish

... ... ... running tears
... missing ur huge
. loving
hurting long 4
by the soul

Hurting Sadness

sadness
filling so deep
widening the wounds of my soul
tearing hearth with the eyes of sorrow
hurt
hurting so deep

waiting 4 the treasure
under ur heart 4 the real
but tearing is still waiting
wanting to face the beat of hurted heart

Hurting Love

loving u is so hurting me
or even love's not 4 me?
or i've lost the sence of love it self
or i've choosen wrong way of love
or just wrong way of expessing love
or ...

so much love i feel
flowering to any one i feel
hurt's coming 4 the real
from only one kind of love
loving 4 sin
4 ...

Rebuild Ur Self

It's not easy ... ... ...
2 break the habits
2 maintain the heart
2 rearrange what u r used 2 be
3 days r not enough
4 weeks r not either
even 5 months will not fullfill the demand

The Fantasy of .....

u...
burning my mind
kick me out of my sence

u... ...
cause me falling so deep
in the bottom of horror
unknowing the real of my will

u... ... ...

Water

covering mostly the face of the earth
filling the need of creatures
chaining lands, islands, even continent
giving place 4 life 2 many kinds of fish and under water animals

4 some reasons
u r scaring...
flooding lands... ... destroying building
killing live ... ... ... just in an hour

Leaves

green becoming brown...
then destroyed with the soil
falling... ...
flying ... ... ...
landing ... ... ... ...
still useful
4 others

i miss U

4 the numbers of heart's beating
4 the hopes i wish
4 sins i have made
since the first time i woke up
till the last of my sleeping
let me see the deep of my feeling
let me honestly show my loonging
no thing...
no one... ...
no one of Ur creatures
can make my heart happy
cause my soul blue

missing U 4 the rest of my life
longing 4 U since the first of our meeting
long ... ago
wishing our meeting
can be happiness moment
going home
when?
every time

Again Love?

late...
it's been 2 late
4 me 2 realize n start it again
it's been 2 long
long ago... ...
but it seems to be new to my feeling
still the missing is like it was
still hurting like before
still confusing as it did 2 me
like it was

giving happiness ... ... ...
leaving sadness
to hope 2 much .... ... ... ...
to have missing
4 gathereing hearts
2 back 2 the real Love

High Blue

blue ...
make a sence of glue
drying a pup of wu
made of fue

sence me ......
4 of days of mine
coz little of nine
but name
still the time

name but ignored .........
b coz of date
without faith
but late
not 4 weak

Bless me

My Lord ...
4 the rest of my life
and 4 the last of my time
bless me with Ur Love
Love me with Ur Understanding
because i believe

My God ......
as much of my time
only having been disspointing U
with my impassion
4 fulfilling my wish
with my anger
when facing the failure
with my stupidity
4 counting on others besides U

Waiting

it's not easy 2 prove ...
as no thing easy 2 realize
still honesty be a sign...
to bring the truth of life

waiting is boring, as ones often say
but filling it really enjoyable moment
we know, at least mostly...
we just wait...
waiting 4 the hopes...
waiting the end of this life
but much of our time forgetting it
"waiting"
never though
ever...

but filling it really enjoyable moment
as we only care what satisfiying
no others
but filling it really enjoyable moment...
as we only do what we want
no ones' business
but filling it really enjoyable moment......
when we know what really 2 do
but filling it really enjoyable moment.........
when we do anything full of heart
but filling it really enjoyable moment............
when we act with love
but filling it really enjoyable moment...............
when we believe no thing to lose
but filling it really enjoyable moment..................
when we believe

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