Mon, 170510:16:23

facing u... what i can do....
life is so cruel for me.....
aloneliness.... so deep.... and hurting.....
loving so much.... opens wounds of sadness....
willing to be loved full heartedly.....
is it possible?..... as nothing perfect we can face.....
handing a peace of love..... hoping so much love...
let me accept....
the truth of life that is imperfect.....
I accept it.....
whatever you are....
...

Wed, 240210

let the silent be mine...
as my loneliness's been accompanying me so long
let the hurting longing be locked inside my hearth...
as long waiting has been here since you are away
can my hurt cure itself?
...

mon, 261009

how can be that way...
u always draw my attention...
giving u so much care...
giving u love so well...
don't u know it...
that i need ur attention 2...
need ur coming...
need ur presence...
need ur smile...
need ur laught...
need ur love...
need ur care 2 ...

Tues, 080909; 17:55

Love...
why u r so much hurting...
ur missing is hurting
ur happiness is hurting
ur sadness is hurting
ur

Beauty

beauty ...
i can't be away of u
as time 2 time u've been exist in my feeling
never going or moving
ur presence is flower of my life
though it's hurting every peace of my hearth
even remembering u always make tear flowing so fast

beauty ... ...
when u will be here ... beside me
not only in my heart
not just for my feeling
but talking with u again is still a dream
dreaming in a day light
when?
i'll be waiting
till when?
still waiting

beauty ... ... ...
i wanna hug u
smell ur hair
touch ur skin
see ur smile
and ..
hand ur bautiful fingers

U

times
why goes so slowly
it's just deepening hurt
days
why comes lazily
it's just making sadness endless
every hour goes ...
every minute leaves ... ...
every second away ... ... ...
causing heart hurt
tearing memories
wounding mind
scaring soul

loosing u ... ... ...
missing ur smile
needing ur presence
waiting ur coming

longing 4 u ... ... ... ... ... ...
so hurting
wide scaring
endless sadness
open wounds ever

why it's so clear
that i love u so much
even these tears are not enough
2 cure my heart
4 closing my wounds

why u leave?
when i need u live
why u away?
when i want 2 show u the way
why u hurt me?
when i want 2 make u happy
why u turn?
when i'm burnt

U r 4 Me

2 trust but not 4 us
4 luck but not weak
less missing but more blessing
. 3 days
... 4 rest
... ... ... forest on east of the wish

... ... ... running tears
... missing ur huge
. loving
hurting long 4
by the soul